am really tired
walking in the street
empty heart good
cruel sun
merciless my direct侧脸
suddenly
do not know where to go
two in front of two roads with the same
a left a right. . . . .
i do not know where to go.
take a person all these years
walked up and down as if returning to the starting point
seeing no end to the road in front of
good suddenly regret
regret of the society came to this dark
a girl playing
so come to this do not belong to her world
the results will be. . . . . .
can not imagine the consequences
after so many frustrations
finally, i get what
got burnt from playing fire said to be a bit too exaggerated
but the idea of suicide is inevitable
perhaps i should not have come to this community
looked at the road in front of a rolling black -
好想stopped
but
it is impossible
if. . .
if we went back
i would rather stay forever in the childhood
if. . . .
if a choice
i would prefer to never grow up
at least things would not so much
at least i was naive
i do not have the pressure of at least
at least i can enjoy the love of parents
. . . . .
at least not be so hard
at least one person is not
now grown up
increasing pressure
worry about things more and more
i almost want to pressure the collapse of the
i even wonder if the
in the end how long i can hold
this way i can go through it?
please tell me
i can hold a maximum of how long
i hate birthdays
i hate to march 10
i hate february 14
good grief
it is about to begin immediately
this is not representative of
i would like to continue my suffering
this is not the pressure on my behalf
because of age and become larger
the face of complicated things all day long
all day looking at the calendar
looked at the mirror all day long
found
matter. . .
more and more
时间. . .
getting faster and faster
people. . .
more and more haggard
too many things
is insensitive
time too fast
people caught by surprise
where should i go?
tears over the mouth when the moment
found
it is a bitter taste
rather than a simple salt
mix too much taste
how to get to taste life
i do not know
because i do not even have to know how
where is the taste
ha ha
really good funny
since it is so
why i came to this world
let me atone it?
how could this
i hate
i hate everything here
i hate all here
i really never like to
i gave up
i gave up possible?
i can abstain from it
i can position it so that
have the ability to allow people to replace me
can we do this
why do i没人理会
i really want to abstain from
really. . .
at this very moment
this life
who would care about the existence of my
in fact. . .
i have long forgotten by the world
i have had numbness in the
i did not i have the same
are the same. . .
now let me be lonely
at least
i think so
why do i feel so tired
so tired
may
i should be free to choose
may
i should choose to rest
may
i should have nothing to
may
perhaps i should say are comforted in their own words
may
what can not be
may
. . . .
i should not come to this world. . . . .
